Zero to 17          coming soon

Having turned 34, Struby's forthcoming memoir, "Zero to 17," guides readers lovingly and openly through her memories of her first 17 years, from 17 years later.

Childhood sexual abuse, soccer, confusing and complicated messaging, friends, bullies, sports, the outside, and leaving it all behind.

wind. water. wishes.

Poetry on nature and the life I'm living.

$5 in person, $10 through the mail


i've always said I hate the wind
what an ally it's been in my sadness


i want to know if you can feel the air on your skin. i want to know when you were out on bare earth, when you've felt smallest. i want to know when you break with the world, and what it smells like.


it's all confusing
and if you walk just right
the street light
through the trees
looks like sparkling